Hi, any pointers or tips would be much appreciated. 
 

I lost my beloved grandma on the 18th March this year, from diagnosis we only had a year with her and we all came together as a family. I was very close to my grandma and she was more like a mum to me at times and I know she truly adored me however I think about her all day everyday, I cry at most thoughts. Every night I sleep with her night shirt just because it smells like her, I've got memories all over my home but nothing is easing the pain. I literally cry myself to sleep everynight. It's becoming more difficult as I see the rest of my family doing things and I wonder why can't I be like that? Why is my heart still hurting so much, I really just can't comprehend life without her. 
 

thanks x