Heartbroken and numb

I'm here because my beloved mama and best friend passed away yesterday after a two and a half year pancreatic cancer battle. We both knew it was coming, but it hasn't made this any easier. I know she is at peace now and no longer suffering. I feel like a huge hole has been left in my world, she was my mama and best friend and things just seem so quiet without her. I miss her so much, nothing will be the same without her. But I will always remember her laugh, her smile, her love of adventure and life. She will always be with me, I guess it will take time to heal and find myself again. Thanks for listening, blessings.
  • Hi Atlas

    Sorry that you find yourself here - and for the loss of your dear Mum. It doesn't matter how long we have had to prepare...it's always a horrid shock when cancer takes one of our loved ones away xxx 

    The world will feel very strange for a little while but it does get better as time goes on. You mention your Mum's laugh, smile and adventure...sounds like she was an amazing person. There will come a time when this won't hurt as much...the pain won't be unbearable as it sometimes may feel now. Like you say...time takes care of that. You will likely always miss your Mum but you will heal and will be able to think of her and feel joy in your heart. 
     

    Thinking of you. Please do come back here if you ever want to chat xxx 

  • So sorry for your loss ️ sending you healing thoughts x