I'm sorry to hear that you've been missing your Mum that bit more recently. I can see from your other posts that you're still a teenager and that your Mum passed away a few years ago now.
I wondered if you'd had any contact with other young people who are in similar situations? There are a few website that you could check out such as Child Bereavement UK, Hope Again, Winston's Wish and Grief Encounter. They all offer support services for young people who are dealing with grief so do have a look at those sites who will be able to offer you some more specialised support.
