He was like my father as my biological father left me as a baby. I spent most of my childhood that I remember with my grandparents, my mum was young and she used to abuse me as she couldn't cope with raising me alone and now I've lost my father figure.
All I want to do is call him and laugh with him, or sit with him having a brew and I can't. When I'm stressed, I keep going to phone him to tell him all about it but I just can't.
