My Nan died

Me and my nan were together always she was my rock.. she died on the 11th of January. All week she was asking for me to come an see her but I never got down there on time. She was only just diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer but she had every other disease aswell. I never got to say goodbye. I miss her so much.. she died from not being able to breathe. When I got to her house to see her I wish I'd never pulled back the blanket. A week ago today I still have nightmares, she is going to be flown to Cyprus however the death certificate is taking forever to be done. 
 

sorry for the long paragraph it's just I don't have anyone else to ramble to apart from my Nan but she's gone.

thanks

  • Hi there ....

    So so sorry your going through this heartbraking time at the moment... I'm a nanny to .. and my little granddaughter in pic is my world ... so I know how close a nanny and grandchild can be ...

    Your nan wasn't the person you took a peep at ... she's the nan you have known all those years , the one that hugged you ... and loved you  ... what you saw was just a shell ... l know when I go, I'm gonna watch over my granddaughter... I'm sure your nan will be watching over you ...

    This first year is the most painful .. 1st xmas / birthday / mothers day ... it's so hard .. but we need to grieve ... to miss them... it's because we were blessed to have someone spiecial in our lives ... but try to 'remember your fondest memory .. close your eyes and picture it over and over ... how you felt ... what was said .. till those last memories fade into the background...

    Sending you a vertual hug.... Chrissie  xx

  • Hi sorry to hear about your nan but mine died when my mom was 3 >:)[video: