Last night, my wonderful Mum, 53, passed away. She was slowly getting weaker from GBM 4 and we predicted she would go to a hospice in the next few weeks, but she suddenly died last night because of the blood clots in her lungs cause by the tumour/chemo. I'm in absolute shock, I didn't expect it to be this soon. I FaceTimed her literally an hour before she died as I was out, and that was the last time we spoke. I can't quite explain how I feel but I can best describe it as absolutely nothing. I feel normal but empty. I don't want to feel like this and I feel terrible that I'm not on the floor screaming. She was my best friend and I just want her back.