My lovely husband Paul was diagnosed with inoperable NSCLC stage 3b on 6th december 2018 and what a shock he was only 56 yrs old, it followed a routine scan for his pulmonary fibrosis which he had had for 6 years, even though radical chemo/radiotherapy was risky oncologist decided to go ahead with 6.5 weeks treatment, he lost 3 stone in weight, Paul had chemo assessment on 29th dec and was kept in for a week with sepsis, things went downhill from there really, he was back in hospital in April with Pneumonia which was now compramising his breathing, sent home after a week on oxygen back in hospital in May with pneomonia again and was housebound when he came home after 2 weeks, relying on me for all his need's, he started to deteriorate around 22nd october took to his bed and never got up after that, his breathing was awful oxygen was on full 24/7 syringe driver went in on 29th october and he passed the next day at 12.45 not peacefully and i have been traumatised ever since, he would have been 57 tomorrow 30th november, so heavenly birthday wishes to my love, miss you so much, you rest in peace love you xxxxxx
