She sees you everyday you just cnt physically see her but she is with you trust in that and remember we all meet again one she would want to see her daughter getting on with a good life and trying to be the best you can be. I'm totally heart broken about my mum she died 9 months ago and I still don't believe it but I have the faith that she is still with me just have to learn how to stay close with her in a dff way. We are lucky we have mums we love dearly xxxxx