My dad Lawrence died with Bowel Cancer at age 58 in April 2016. All these years later I am still so sad about it I can't even explain it. He was first diagnosed around early 2014 and at first we thought it was trapped wind and then we were told by doctors it may be food allergy and then he was taken to the hospital where a doctor took one look at him and said something was wrong with him. Upon examination we found out he had Bowel Cancer and immediatley underwent surgery. His bowel was about ready to rupture. Following this he had chemo therapy for most of the year and by the end of the year he was believed cure. For a lot of 2015 he complained of pain and discomfort but it was seen as surgery complecations. However he was told something showed up in an x-ray and was told his cancer was back to all our sadness. He was later told it had spread throughout his body and was now terminal. Throughout great sadness he evantually died in the hospice in April 2016. I was diagnosed with Depression following his death. Though I have been helped through time there is so much sandess, horrible memories that can't be gotten rid off and so much that destroys me mentally and internally. Can anyone offer me any advice or support? Thank you.
