Hey I'm not really sure where to start, but I lost my boyfriend / childhood friend this year to cancer I'm 24 , it was the hardest thing I've ever had to go through which I'm sure you can all relate too, I just feel so lost and lonely I don't have many friends in fact I don't even think I have one real friend I feel like I can't talk about him to them like they make me feel guilty for bringing him up like I'm not allowed to be sad, my mum has been amazing but we don't really show our emotions to each other so I just find my self putting on a brave face when really I feel dead inside, I just miss him so much I'm not really sure what to do x
