Hi everyone it's me again, 

i just miss my dad so so much and each day it's getting harder in it's own way. I just miss him terribly and I love and care for him so so much.  I just have regrets and I just feel that there might of been times when I was ungreatful - a time with a gift he bought me which he thought was genuine when I looked it wasn't - and I told him it wasn't genuine ( why did I do this) so selfish of me. 
 

there might of been times where I may of come across that I didn't care/ love him as much as I really do and should of. I know this is silly - but I remember a time when my father fell over and I can't remember my exact reaction but what if it wasn't what it should of been. I'm just thinking of everything. 
I just wish my father was alive and healthy. 
 

Love doesn't have an expiry date- and my love for my father will never fade. 
 

bec x