Rebecca, so sorry for your  loss. I’ve been without my Dad for 3 weeks now and it’s horrendous. I’ve been having a bad week this week so I think I understand how you’re feeling.  The quote I keep repeating to myself is one I’m sure you’re familiar with “ Always remember you are braver than you feel and stronger than you think”. I kept repeating it to myself for the 5 weeks we had Dad after his diagnosis and I say it every day now. And I say it to you now too. This is without a doubt one of the hardest things to go through. You just have to try and take it hour by hour, day by day. I know that my dad would be pretty *** with me if I gave up on life because life gave up on him and that’s another thing I try to keep in mind. It’s hard though. We are all here for you whenever you want to chat x