Today marks the day of 5 years. I’m 16 and going into first year of college. I keep my mum in my thoughts everyday, I never get where she has gone. It does not feel as though she has died but rather left. I miss her very much and wish that there is a place for me to talk to her again. I am still very fragile, and it is very sad for me as I’m loosing memory’s of her everyday such as her voice, this has hurt me the most. No one around me knows what to say and I cannot relate to any of them. Mother’s Day is really hard.
