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I miss you Nan, my angel xxx

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I lost my Nan last night to Bowel cancer. Me and my mum cared for her at home right up to the end, and I’m so happy about that.

 

its been less then a day and I miss her so much. I haven’t stopped crying all day. She was my best friend. Not sure what I’m going to do now. I’m so lost without you nan, my world and more 

 

xxxxx

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    Hi there ...

    As a nanny with cancer, and my best little buddy is my 7 year old granddaughter Emily in the photo .. she is my world ... as I'm sure you were to your nan ... she won't leave you, she'll look down on you always .. and she'll watch your journey through life ... how do I know .. because that's what I'll do when I go .. 

    You are part of your nan , she will live through you ... when my Emily asked one day if I was going to die, I told her if I did, I'd be that little star next to the bright one as that's the one I'd told her was my mum's star .. and told her every night she could look up at me .. and I'd look down on her too ...

    So look up hunny, she's up there looking down on you .. and bet she's one proud mum and nan ...

    Sending you a vertual hug.... Chrissie  

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    Thank you so much for your kind words Chrissie.

     

    it sounds like your relationship with Emily is exactly the same as me and my Nan! Except an older version, I’m 22 now.

     

    i know she’s looking over me, my beautiful guardian angel, I’m just selfish and I miss her presence next to me everyday. Breaks my heart to know I won’t hear her laugh or tell me off anymore.

     

    my heart goes out to you. Please keep me updated at your escapades with Emily, she sounds like a dream you must be so proud. Take care and lots of love 

     

    hannah xxxx

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