It’s been a hard few weeks since loosing my my best friend my mum on 17th June 19 felt numb angry just miss her so much lost count of how many times I’ve wanted to pick up the phone to call her the funeral is Wednesday 3rd as it’s getting closer I’m scared because it seems so final I no she’s at peace and in no pain it’s the thought of letting her go I find unbearable although I’ll always have a special place in my heart I miss her her so so much just every thing seems empty and not the same x