Hi,

I'm so sorry to read what a tragedy your having to go through. I look at grief like this. If you only loved them a little, it would only hurt a little. So if the pain is intense, crippling grief then that must mean your girl was the luckiest in the world to of had such strong love. You gave her that gift and keep giving that gift. One task at a time, a cup of tea, a phone call, getting dressed. The only thing you mustn't do us put pressure on yourself to do anything you not ready to do. There's no rule book to grief. Sending you a big hug x take care

thank you  Emilou6 for your very kind words,they are very much appreciated.

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Hi there......I feel your pain.... so sorry that your lovely Jayne has passed. My wonderful husband died in January so I know just how you are feeling. I can not accept that I will never see him or hear his voice again. I have no purpose in life now and, like you, want to curl up in a ball and be with him. I just dont want to live without him but I know I dont have a choice. I dont think either of us will get over our loss but hope that one day we can step forward and carry on as Jayne and Bernard would want us to. Please feel free to message me. It really helps to talk and to know others are going through this dreadful period. Try and eat well and look after yourself. I have to force myself to get up in the mornings and do chores. I have no incentive and I have no interest in life but will have to try and make the best of things. I will think of you often and pray that your pain will ease . Best wishes  Gillie