sorry im unable to handle the loss of my partner.sorry im unable to look to the future,sorry im unable to take advice to move on,sorry im unable to hide the pain im going through,sorry im unable to move on without knowing im going be with Jayne when i die.i read some where ,that we all treat bereavement differently, and handle things in our own way.well im not handling it at all.im just a very weak man,whose lady supported him and treated him like he was special,and although i really appreciated every thing Jayne did for me,im realising that she did way more than i ever really fully grasped.she was my everything.i just wish id had more time to show her i loved her more than anything and that she was very special to me and i would do anything for her.nothing i want more than to be with Jayne when i die.
