Hi all

I have recently met a girl, I immediately just fell in love, we clicked and she’s changed my life for the better. We were just casually talking about marriage when she casually said she’d  like a wedding but would never get her own. Confused I asked her and she told me she was diagnosed with terminal cancer 3 years ago...and has only 2 years left. 

Shes only 18, I’m 20. She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever known, and I do not deserve her. I know we’re young but I can’t imagine my life without her, knowing everyday we spend together is just one big countdown clock. She’s accepted it, and is ready. I feel so weak, it’s been four days and every time I think about her I break down, I managed to hold back all the tears when I saw her last night, but as soon as I got in my car just cried for two hours straight. I don’t know how to cope