It two years today that I lost my beautiful mum. However some days it feels like it's only yesterday since she past. Her absence is a part of my daily life now and it is not getting any easier.. The pain and grief is still raw.. I have to remind myself my beautiful mum has died, as I have to remember that I can no longer call her. Sometimes I don't know how I have survived these days as I miss her so much.. I tell myself I'm not the same person I was once, I'm broken.. And sometimes feel so alone xx
