Hi Serapine,

I don't know if you'll ever read this considering how long ago you wrote the original post, but I feel like I really just need to write this down somewhere. It's not something I feel like I can share with my nearest and dearest. 
My gran passed a few months ago. A few nights ago, I was at the cinema with my family watching the Super Mario Movie. From nowhere I started thinking of my gran and wishing I could have a sign she was still with us, or that she was still around in some capacity. I read somewhere years ago that you should request a specific sign - something unique. Whilst in the cinema, I silently requested a green star. No particular significance but it was the first thing that came to mind. 
That movie is a riot of colours and shapes, as I'm sure you can imagine. But no green stars! Plenty green sparks and similar shapes but I was clear in my mind I needed to see a very clearly defined green star. I was firm in my mind it needed to be a green star and I must see it that evening for it to be meaningful. 
As we left the cinema, I'd started to resign myself to the fact that this wouldn't happen and to forget it. However, in the carpark on the way back to the car, on the ground I saw a green plastic star, right in our path. It stopped me in my tracks for a second but I had to pull myself together as I didn't want to share with my family what had just happened. It gave me an enormous sense of contentment afterwards though. 

Wow that's amazing! I posted on this thread back in 2019 when I lost my Gran and still receive updates on the post. I hope you've taken some comfort from it. I've never had a sign as significant as when my Gran first passed but it still gives me comfort now. These thing just can't be explained! 

Jenna x

Yes, I have had many signs from my mum since her passing. I wrote about some of them in my posts but the big one was when I returned to England and was back at home where she passed away in the living room and I was sat in the space where she spent her last days as she died at home - my mobile phone which was on the table on top on my dad's mobile phone flew up in the air and landed three feet in the front of my feet - I have never seen anything like it in my life and I said 'Hi Mum.' My dad wasn't having it though and was going 'it must have slipped' how? Can a phone just fly up in the air like that and land at my feet so we both tried shoving it off with a flick of the hand, couldn't even move it, you would have had to physically chucked it for it fly and land like that and that is as true as I am writing this.

I had one visitation dream - a month after she passed - I was living in China and she came to me as clear as you like - she was stood by the cooker in the kitchen at home which is where she breathed her last but she looked younger - not so young as I wouldn't recognise her as 'mum' she was in her 40's and dressed in a pink denim jacket, jeans and a green top and I went to her and she smiled and said 'hiii' in the way she did and I came out of the dream - that was it but unlike any dream I have ever had, I clearly remember this one. I wouldn't have associated her with those clothes she wore but that was what was in the dream but when I came back to the UK, the photo on the mantlepiece at home was of her dressed exactly as she was in the dream - which now sits here with me on my mantlepiece here in China.

Later that morning, I was on my rowing machine doing some hard yards and a feeling came to me - it wasn't a voice - but it was something telling me the next song on the radio was going to be 'I'm Free' by the Soup Dragons and the next song on the radio was 'I'm Free' by the Soup Dragons and it was then I knew she was fine and happy and was now in contact, which she has been ever since. 

Many things have happened since then that have convinced me she is around and she is helping me out in so many ways and that one day I will see her again.

Another thing as well, before she passed away, her dad came to take her away - so, on the last night she was with my dad in their living room at home and my mum was in her last days but she had clarity and she wasn't on any medication as such - she could communicate but didn't have any energy to keep up a conversation for more than a minute or so before drifting off but hours before she passed away, she got energy and clarity and went to sit beside him as he was downstairs looking after her as she was in the bed put in by the hospital in the living room, in the corner of the living room was granddad and she pointed to him and she said 'he has come to take me' and he did, granddad passed away in 1992 in Peru and mum was in England when that happened but she saw him again before she left.

A few weeks before, someone else came who she didn't recognise and she got a bit scared about it and asked dad to stay up with her that following night which she did but she was fine after that - my dad and I talked about this and we think it was a distant ancestor who came down to look after her who she didn't know or recognise and with these kind of things - many people who make up us love us and want to protect us and give us advice but we don't know them because it is so far back - the Chinese here revere ancestors - they make us what we are today - people who lived in the 1700's and beyond - we still carry their DNA within us today, I am sure they are all up there wanting what is best for us, just my opinion on this of course but I have no doubt at all mum is here and with me and all your loved ones are with you wherever you are now - to any doubters, I would just say, open your mind to it - there is so much we know nothing about. 

I have a video here youtube.com/watch?v=jUljDncKZbM&t=91s 

I have a video here youtube.com/watch?v=jUljDncKZbM&t=91s 

James, you little weirdo, nobody here is interested in your 'experiences' or your silly youtube videos.

How is your life and how much self-hatred and unhappiness you must have to troll a forum where people have lost loved ones to cancer and your idea is to come on here with your half baked theories and upset people? OK, this post will get deleted as will your latest troll account and then what? Are you going to keep making new troll accounts and link videos that nobody will watch? The thing is, none of us care about you or your opinion so you are just wasting your time.

But what I suggest is when you get up the next morning, go and take a long hard look in the mirror and have a good think about how to get rid of your self hate and despicable and nasty trolling behaviour and become a better person! Because at this moment in time, I can make a better person out of a pile of horse manure.