I am very sorry for your loss, I know it's hard, especially at this time of year. This will be our first Christmas without mum, it breaks our hearts that she won't be here.
I hope that you have support from your family who will understand how you feel.....think about what your auntie would say to you, she wouldn't want you to be so sad, easy for me to say, I try and do the same when I think of my mum.
I'm an auntie and I wouldn't want my neices to carry so much sadness but to remember the good and funny memories, to live good lives and be kind to each other, life is so precious.
