IV just lost my world

My mum had lung and liver cancer and was told that it was months left my mum past away on Tuesday at 9:30 am the hospital RAN OUT OF CHEMOTHERAPY  why do people with self inflicted hepittis c get that and let someone fighting for one more Christmas but sadly past on the 11th of December how do I cope without my mum she got 3 weeks & 4 days after being told my heart has been tore out my heart gies out to every one on this group xx