The day that felt like it would never came was today. Mums funeral I got say everything I needed to her. As she part planed it I really felt her love and joy. I know I'm never going to stop missing her and my children lost their Grandma but I know she is with them. 

It was hard seeing Dad on his own but he has friends and me and my sisters I just wish he still had mum to grow old with.

Thank you for all advice and support I have received posting here it has helped knowing you are not alone 

Thank you xx