Just spoke to Dad and he said he was looking through one of mum diaries, not a personal diary as such, one she used to put everydays things, she loved to cook, it was one of our weekly Sunday visits and she'd written down what we had for tea, I just broke down. Mum passed away on 26th September and yesterday was the first day I hadn't cried. I feel so mad with myself as my dad is broken and now I have upset him by crying.
I was looking at some photos of Christmas day, few years ago and lovely photo of mum, I must have called her, she turned and looked right into the camera, she looks beautiful and happy. I want to talk about my mum without breaking down.I miss her so much, just can't get my head around the fact that I can't see her anymore.I think my husband is getting tired of me talking about it.
