My mother was diagnosed with colon cancer with mets to her lungs. She only lasted for 2 months after the diagnosis. Its 18months since her passing and im struggling with life without her. I think of her every day all day. I feel like when she passed my life ended. We were incredibly close and were together doing things every day and I cry for her most nights.i sleep with the nightdress she last wore every night. Im 50 and think that people think my grief is abnormal and I dont think they truly understand my pain. I don't know what to do. I just need her so badly . I feel this has been the most traumatic thing I have ever been through. Is this normal.
