Hi there ...

I never got to say goodbye to my mum or dad ... so I know how sad that makes us ... and your so young, and it's so crule, while your still at school ... you know there's a few people I know who where there at the end, but can't get that memory out of their heads ... and have to live with that sadness, although they did get to say good bye ...

You know now I'm older, and I was diagnosed with breast cancer last year ... I know if I were going, I'd be really happy to know my children would not be there ... I'd want them to remember me in no pain, laughing and having fun ... not be there to see me go .. 

That's what I think about my mum and dad too .. I remember them, when they were well .. I bet your dad would think the same ... so don't feel sad you wernt there ...and now he lives tucked up in your heart ... and remember you are half your dad ... so whatever you do, and where ever you go, he's right there with you ...  sending you a big hug ... chrissie