I just saw your post and wanted to offer you my heartfelt condolences on the loss of your mama last night.
I can't begin to imagine how difficult this must be for you right now but I want you to know you are not alone. We have many forum members who have also lot their mamas, papas and siblings so will know what you're going through and hopefully some of them will be along soon to offer their support and share their experiences with you.
I know there isn't anything I can do or say to make this better but the Cancer Chat community are here for you and will do what they can to help.
