I lost my Mum to breast cancer in Feb last year. For 6 years she was like a warrior and so positive. For those 6 years we all followed her lead and took care of her and each other. On an afternoon in February Dad called me from their consultants appt and told me it was now palliative care. It was my daughters birthday that day. Two weeks later my beautiful mum died, it was so fast. It’s now 17 mths on and I feel like I’m going backwards. I feel a physical ache for my mother and can’t even talk about her without fighting back tears. I fill my time because quiet time is just to hard as all I think about is how much I miss her.
I am adept at persona and I don’t think anyone can see just how broken I feel without her. I don’t even really know what I want from posting this message but it’s helped just to say it.
