Hi all
its been almost a year without my Granch now and nan is also very ill very lung cancer. She isn’t allowed no more treatment and it’s very hard to see her so ill. She is now taking her oramorphe for it. She has lost so much weight and she says she doesn’t want to get out of bed in the morning. This is the worst I feel as she is now giving up. I understand what’s happening and it kills me.
. My mum is also ill and has been in and out of hospital and is waiting on a scan on the first of August as the doctors say she has an enlarged heart which I feel is stress from loving her dad and now her mum being ill. I just need to talk to someone and I feel I have no one to talk to about it. My bfs mum also passed from cancer and He is such a strong person I don’t want to bring back all his memories of it either. I just can’t stop crying every time I’m alone I just think how awful life can be and how much cancer affects so many people and it just brings me to tears and I can’t stop.
