hi everyone I’ve been reading on this forum for a while trying to stay positive about my dad and the cancer he had. We lost him two days ago because of the cancer taking over his whole body and he had pneumonia as a result.
It All happened so quickly and I’m just so sad because he was my dad and I want him back. I know others have been through this but you don’t really comprehend it until it happens to you.It’s the most painful thing thing I’ve ever been through and I just wanted more time. I can’t help but think if he didn’t get the pneumonia he would have more of a chance even though the cancer had spread to many places and apparently this was very common in cancer patients.
I felt so powerless slowly watching him die and I just wish things could be different. We were all with him when he went but watching it all was really traumatic but we didn’t want him to be on his own. I love him like a son loved his father and I’m sad knowing the things he will miss and looking at the person he was and listening to his voicemails; how does this get better because now it’s so horrible.
