Hi

i lost my dad in January 2019. We only found out he had lung cancer end of October. He had no signs apart from the odd little cough. He was 75 and up to day we found out,  he was working on a roof and enjoying his life. The whole family is devastated as he went downhill so quickly. We was coming to terms with the diagnosis and one chemo and he was so ill he ended up in a hospice in December (2 months after) I have helped my mum and brother  since day we lost dad and after 6 weeks, we have only just had the funeral last week. I was being so strong but now after the funeral I am exhausted and can not believe he’s gone. We was at hospital every single day from morning until night right up until his last breathe. I did not think it would be me that’s been signed off work. I cry every day and he is on my mind every minute. It’s so hard. At first asbestosis was mentioned but then it didn’t get mentioned again and it was lung cancer that spread everywhere from all scans within 3 months. We . We are waiting for coroner results as we are in disbelief that this spread that quickly and that asbestosis was mentioned at the beginning and never mentioned again. He was so fit for his age and had not smoked for 55 years and as worked in building trade all his life, we wanted to find out. I am such a strong person but miss him loads

Very concerned for Nicole, hope  she's ok