Hi guys hope you are all doing well and had a good easter x cant remember if i posted about this but my nans funeral was in febuary was a mess all day x im now in depression x 

But on a brighter side i got the call for a kidney transplant a week after saying goodbye to her x im no religious person but for me that was my nan saying things will be ok from now on x she always told me"when im gone dont be sad stay strong remember the holidays and christmas's together remember me for when i was strong" im so so glad i suprised her christmas day x i never told her i was going up so to see her smile that big made me so happy she hadnt smiled like that in so long x when we left i never say goodbye x it was always see you later x iv always said i will never say goodbye x because it never will be goodbye xxx please stay strong laddies x we can do this xxxx