Hi there everyone , I finally found a forum that was reasonably easy to use as I’m not that good with technology lately , my name is Raelene I was 46 years old when myself and my other siblings learned how very sick our mum was , it was late June she was diagnosed of having lung cancer , very rapid and aggressive moving stage 4 cancer we didn’t know if she knew about her illness and just battled along like she allways did , the matriarch of our family , the glue that kept us all in check .. mums condition worsened really fast , we all nurses her at home with the aid of silver chain going home visits and she parted us all on the 9th of October 2016 this very day was mums birthday she was 66 that day forever wondering why that day ?? Absolutely gutted , my best friend , my gonto , my kids nanny just forever broken it seems like yesterday , Ive isolated myself from everyone just to try cope , me and my partner been together for 25 years this year and to top it all off my cold callous MIL. Told me I was lucky to have mum that long and how I should move on and stop dragging everyone around me down
