My lovely husband died yesterday of pancreatic cancer which had spread to his lungs. Very aggressive, he was diagnosed on Jan 11 th this year, so very quick. Wed been married 44 years and he died one week after our 44th wedding anniversary. There is no good side to this ,I'm totally lost without him. The only consolation is that he's no longer in pain. His death was peaceful and without fear. He slipped away surrounded by his family. That was always important to me, I didn't want him to be in pain or frightened at the very end, and I don't think he was. He's at peace now. Our life together was stopped in its tracks by cancer, so all of you battling on please enjoy every moment you have together, live for each moment, and take what pleasure you can from simply being together. Thanks for reading this post.