My husband has been ill with cancer for about 2 years now and treatments are not working. I cannot stop crying, day and night as we don't know how long he has left. He is only 55 ( I am 46) and have had only 10 years together. This is happening too soon. Only 1 chemo treatment still left which have not been tried but as far as I understand he cannot be cured , this would only prolong the time left (if we are lucky). I feel that we both are already given up and I am strugling to keep 'living' and not think of him dying.. I want to make the best of our time left ,but currently living with benefits is not making it easier as we need to even budget of weekly food. How can i take my mind away from the grim future? I am already receiving councelling via McMillan but it doesn't stop me crying day and night. I wish my husband would not have to see me doing this and i want to be there for him as 'normal' as possible.. any tips?
