Lost My Dad (my hero)

Lost my Dad on Dec. 29th, 2017 to Intrahepatic Biliary Cancer

I just can't feel anymore, keep crying and crying until my eyes run out of tears...

I can see him everywhere and I can't stop this loneliness and sense of emptiness...

 

How can I kepp on going if I lost my best friend, my kids lost his Grandpa, My Mom lost the love of her life..

All I think is about how much time I wasted, how could I have done everything differently and how much I still had to prove to him and to show him so he could be proud of me.

Help me! I'm at a loss and I can't seem to get up. I miss him so much!