I lost my partner of 19 yrs and mum to my
4 kids at the end of June this year she was 36and had small cell carcinoma of the cervix which spread to her liver. Since she past things have gone from bad to worse as soon as she was gone friends and family just stopped coming down and I was left to deal with it alone with my 4 children. To make matters worse social services got involved because apparently it was reported that one of my boys stayed out all night when he was meant to be at a friend's anyway to cut a long story short they put my children on the at risk register and accused me of neglect because i didn't make my children go to school after what happened (apparently I love them to much according to one social worker) benefits were stopped and I got in arrears with the rent and now the council have seeked possession of the house. I was also told by social services that I should be over this now and in control of everything every day has been an uphill struggle since she past away I been bottling up my feelings now for 5 months now and to be honest it's killing me without her and I don't know how much more I can take.
