Moms passed away

So about 4 weeks ago we found out my mom had lung cancer that spread , threee weeks after that we found out it was stage for and couldn't do nothing for it , we was all shocked she was only 64! I'm only 22 and I have lost my mom, she came out on the Thursday lucky we got her home and on the Sunday morning at 1:45 she passed away, she didn't move for over 17hour on the Saturday we was all just waiting , was so horrible seeing my mom like this but I wanted to be with her , only about 5 days after finding out they couldn't do nothing but the doctors said she had weeks she only lasted 4 days , I'm stuggling to cope with this my dad has been a rock he did everything for my mom changed and washed her cause only district nurces came out , on the Monday the dad after she passed the door went and it was the careers to look at mom lucky I answered the door I couldn't stop crying didn't think I would have to tell them and why didn't they get notified that she passed ? They was meant to come three times a day and they turned up after she died and at 3pm...

 

i have three brothers and theyre not coping well which is to be expected 

 

we planned all her funeral and everything which made me feel a little better that she's gonna be at rest

but I can't believe how quick it all was and how it all happened I'm stuggling knowing I'm never gonna speak or see my mom again , 

some of the sights I saw I should never had to see and I'm stuggling so bad knowing my dads going to be on his own most of the time he loved my mom so much nothing was too much for my mom 

 

if if I could I would do anything to bring my mom back lung cancer ks

 

 horrible seeing my mom like that was so cuerl not just for he but for us