So true Brian this is my first Christmas with out my wonderful mother and my wonderful gran miss them both so much . My gran passed away 23 june then my mother passed away 2 August it’s been such rollercoaster that only way can describe it . I nearly lost my sister over the weekend I don’t want 2 say 2 much but she took over dose Saturday nite she was intensive care she had 50 50 chance of savouring she was sent on ward Monday then she was send home Tuesday . I really wish my mother was here :( its so hard sometimes trying 2 be the strong all of the time :( 

Hi Gemini,

I bet this Christmas will be hard for you this year. But there is one thought that pops up every year and that is the thought that I know My mother would not want me to be unhappy she is no longer here and she would expect me to try my best to be happy. But as you say it's so very hard. Take care and sending best wishes your way, Brian.

Hi Gemini,

I bet this Christmas will be hard for you this year. But there is one thought that pops up every year and that is the thought that I know My mother would not want me to be unhappy she is no longer here and she would expect me to try my best to be happy. But as you say it's so very hard. Take care and sending best wishes your way, Brian.