Hi there ... welcome to our little chat room ... there are so many of us on here, missing our mums ... especially hard at this time of year, where everyone seems to be looking forward to Xmas...when all we need is our mum .... try to think , what your mum would say, if she could see you hurting so very much ... you will always be her baby girl , and special because she only had one daughter ... 

I believe we don't loose them, they are just waiting for us when it is our turn to go ... I'm sure she must feel really proud of you, and you must be kind to your self .. it is still so raw.. know you will go through these feelings, it's all part of loving and loosing those we adore ... what I do when I feel I'm getting so down ... is remember something funny or loving memorie and re live every word, every feeling, every emotion of those times, and keep pushing out the sad memories until I start to smile again .. my mum loved it when she saw us smile... she would have been heart broken to see us so upset all the time ... it's about doing all those emotions in perspective and know, at least we were blessed to have wonderful mums, so many people I have talked too say they will never know what that feels like ... at least we have memories ... 

So sending you a big hug ... try to live one day at a time ... and we're here for you, whatever your feeling .. take care chrisie xx