a little while back I received a message telling me that the only man I ever truly loved, had died three years earlier from leukaemia.  He had only seen our son once, the reasons are long and complicated! I waited many years hoping we would be together again one day.  To hear that awful news has broken me, I cannot accept he has gone and leukaemia has taken him.  I never got to say goodbye and now I'm tormented by his passing. The pain I feel inside is just awful :-(