Hay you wonderful caring meg ... I would be so proud to have had a daughter like you ... l don’t think you realise how brave you are ... I’m so sure she will be there somewhere around keeping an eye on you .. she may have got you to write on here, knowing we could hold your hand for her ... she knew you needed a shoulder ... she’ll never leave you hunny , she will live in your heart forever ... 

im so worried bout my boys, if this cancer gets the better of me ... I’m more scared they won’t cope .. I’ve done my best to tell them , I want them to miss me, but I want more then anything to see them happy ... and my 5year old granddaughter Emily ... she knows the brightest star in the sky is my mummy saying hi to us .. and she asked if one day I’d be the little star next to it , and I told her , one day yes I’d be right there next to my mummy and we’d both be saying hi and I love you ... 

im sure your beautiful mum would say to you , I’m not gone , I’m right here beside you ... you just can’t see me ... ... your growing up so quickly and time will pass and you maybe able to get a flat or somewhere where you’ll be o.k ... it’s a lovely idea from our nurse for you to chat to other teens .. where you can help each other ... but if ever you want to chat and tell me all about your mum , you can .. I’ll send you a friend request and just keep it there if ever you need a listening ear ...

im sending you a vertual hug ️ Chrisie xx