My husband died in March 2017 after being told he had oesophageal cancer.It's a horrible time but you support and go to all the appointments see nurses doctor's consultants, deal with getting meds and all that is needed. The when at your lowest after the death not a soul gets in touch all The GPS ..Mac Nurse ..that you have told all your fears and sorrows to totally cut you adrift so much for not doing this alone......is it just me a five minute call is all it would take xx