Hi my husband died in April this year he had stage 4 cancer in lung  and throats had chemo 3 years ago but at Christmas was getting out of breath had to have op on throats to cut the tumour back then again in  February the doctor said he couldn't do anymore it was horrible to watch because he suffocated  with the tumour growing over his windpipe we where together 50 years so I am lost  and lonely my children call in and grandchildren  but am finding it hard jean