I am so sorry to read about your loss. It is hard at any age to loose a loved one but at only 39 its no wonder you are heartbroken. I hope you have family and friends who you can turn to for support.
I know how you feel its not a club any of us want to belong to.i lost my 56 year old amazing husband on 31 may im heartbroken also .he fought for over 12 years whiich enabled him to walk his daughter down the aisle see his son married .have 8 Grandsons .our youngest is 27 not yet married and upset he will never see her married or her kids .its so hard .im just going through a rough patch again at mo ..to be honest every blinkin day has been rough but fri for the first time i felt anger .....
Thank for your reply iv been going through a whole array of emotions I'm not sure how to feel right now but I think the one I'm feeling most at the minute is loneliness. I'm sorry for your loss too
