I hate cancer with a passion. My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer in November 2006 and in August 2014 it had spread to her chest and lungs. In November 2014 my dad was diagnosed with nasopharyngeal cancer. Whilst my dad was in hospital awaiting treatment my mum passed away at home on 5th of January 2015. My mum was only 63. Having to go to hospital and telling my dad who was due to start intense chemo that his soulmate had died was the most heart breaking moment of my life. My dad discharged himself from hospital and came home so that he, myself and my daughter could be together. My dad was the strongest person I knew but in that moment he was a different person. Unfortunately my dad died on the 22nd of January 2017. I have lost my entire world and my 14 year old daughter and I are struggling to cope with this. We are now grieving for both of them. We put off grieving for my mum as we had to care for my dad. Now it is like life has stopped. I miss my mum and dad so much and just wish they were her.