I lost my son 6 weeks ago with a rare form of cancer MDS Myloid Dysplasia Syndrome, most people have never heard of it, a blood disorder, he was fit and healthy and looked after himself. He was diagnosed in April and died in September, spent the whole time in hospital, I went through it with him every day. He was In a hospice for the last 3 weeks, I go over those months and weeks and everything he went through, the image of him dying in my arms will never leave me. 

i don't think people have any idea how it feels unless it happens to you.

I am so very sorry and sad to read your post but yes I totally understand how you feel physically and emotionally.

I lost my parents a while ago and was so sad and upset but how I felt losing them bears no ressemblance to the loss of my son,Edward.

Edward died on 28th November 2015 so three years next week.He had to be cared for in a hospice for the last few weeks as it would not have been possible at home.This was heartbreaking for us all especially him.

My head is like a show reel reliving, like you, the days,weeks and months culminating in seeing your child no longer alive.The loss,the shock, the grief and the utter unfairness of it all is like a tsunami of emotions that never leave you.Counselling,wonderful friends and the passing of time has helped me but the giant black hole left by losing my son remains just as big.

My heart goes out to you.

I am here should you wish to contact me again at any time.

Karen

I am so very sorry and sad to read your post but yes I totally understand how you feel physically and emotionally.

I lost my parents a while ago and was so sad and upset but how I felt losing them bears no ressemblance to the loss of my son,Edward.

Edward died on 28th November 2015 so three years next week.He had to be cared for in a hospice for the last few weeks as it would not have been possible at home.This was heartbreaking for us all especially him.

My head is like a show reel reliving, like you, the days,weeks and months culminating in seeing your child no longer alive.The loss,the shock, the grief and the utter unfairness of it all is like a tsunami of emotions that never leave you.Counselling,wonderful friends and the passing of time has helped me but the giant black hole left by losing my son remains just as big.

My heart goes out to you.

I am here should you wish to contact me again at any time.

Karen