Well on the 30th of April just gone,sadly my husband Wayne lost his battle with cancer, he spent his last 11 days in Trinity hospice bispham, and what great care he got , i stayed by his side ,and they looked after me to, the last 4 days he was heavily sedated on syringe driver, but i still talked to him as tho he could here me , he battled on like that for 4 days untill my son came bk of holiday ,i was praying he would hold on ,and he did memories i will never forget , we had his funeral on Monday 15th may ,what a amazing turn out , church was packed people had to stand up , it shows how much he was liked , gonna miss him so much ,but i keep thinking the pain and suffering he has gone through ,and that is helping me come to terms with it , spent the past40 years with him , life will never be the same , will never ever get over it, but will learn how to live with it ,r.i.p my beloved amazing strong husband untill we meet again,your broken hearted wife sue and children & grandchildren xxx