Apologies for random title but that's how I feel at the moment. I lost my darling mum to cancer in January after a 5 year battle alongside leaarning my brother has leukemia. I meet up with a friend as I haven't been very social this past year and learn her brother recently died as did the daughter of another schoolfriend sadly through suicide. An old friend reconnects with me on facebook and then discover her mum just died. And then today a policeman knocks on my door to ask about a neighbour's cats up the road, before telling me that she died a few days ago too. Death is a part of life, I get it. But jeez louise, just as I'm reeling from what's going on within my immediate family and just as I think I'm having a day on an even keel, another curve ball happens.

I've even started thinking about my own death, which I hope is someway off, but has made me put together a F***it list as opposed to a bucket list as life is really too short. So,at 53 I'm dyeing my hair purple [about to do a colour run for charity], get a Dove tattoo [in memory of my mum] and if anyone has any bright ideas for me to add to my list, please feel free to share them. Hugs to you all xx