I know how your feeling I lost my mum 4mnths ago she died New Year's Day of ovarian cancer I thought I had started to come to terms with it then bang it's hit me all over again back to sleepless nights aching heart and a sick feeling, I feel so lost and lonely don't get me wrong I have friends and my dad but nothing they say or do seems to help I went to the doctors and she just said it's all part of the grieving process, my dad was clearing some of my mums clothes out last week and I couldn't bare it so I went as far as buying extra bedroom furniture just so I can take them home with me and keep them I feel like I will never get over this it's killing me inside...